It only been a choking feeling within, trying to burn out.
It's not only the environment around,
But also the people that surround...
Leaving home I never felt that it would be so difficult
To just keep compromising day in and out...
Whether in room or class, the heart's never content,
Voids preoccupy whatever I try to absorb..
Failure's become a habit of mine,
Without a feeling before lying to anyone now...
Still going on and on endlessly,
On some path which has no end again...
I started with just one peg,
Unknown, I would become an addict one day...
Now I fag without being guilty at all..
Not bothered about the world which does cares for me a lot..
And all this started with that inferiority complex in class,
Which grew enough to kill all instincts within, like a shattered glass.
Goals and aspirations are nowhere to be thought about..
For my future too vague a thing to even ponder on.......
Whether in room or class, the heart's never content,
Voids preoccupy whatever I try to absorb..
Failure's become a habit of mine,
Without a feeling before lying to anyone now...
Still going on and on endlessly,
On some path which has no end again...
I started with just one peg,
Unknown, I would become an addict one day...
Now I fag without being guilty at all..
Not bothered about the world which does cares for me a lot..
And all this started with that inferiority complex in class,
Which grew enough to kill all instincts within, like a shattered glass.
Goals and aspirations are nowhere to be thought about..
For my future too vague a thing to even ponder on.......
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